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My Story
All of mankind searches for knowledge, and never fails to find it. I can not think of one part of my reality that is not being
studied by some one. We all do it, looking for comfort in our reality. Most of us gain knowledge to survive, but rarely for
true happiness. Surely though there is some one out there studying how to truly be happy, and there is. The hard part is knowing
who it is and where it is found. I can honestly say I am one of those people that has dedicated my life to the pursuit of
truth and happiness. What I have found is astonishing to most and attacked by fear in the same. The overwhelming complexity
of a reality we can not see, yet the major influence it has on our life. A mental gap that seems impossible to cross, but
is it?
The reality I speak of is the reality outside
of most of our comprehension. Does this mean it does not exist? Of course not. Nuclear power did not exist in any bodies mind
until it was proven, but it existed in true reality the whole time. How many more things our out there we know nothing of?
Have we reached the end of knowledge? Uhhhh no. So what's left? Well this is where my story comes in. Too give an honest perspective
of my own based upon my studies.
This story starts
at the age of fifteen. A girl friend of mine had exhibited these strange abilities to me. She would do things like answer
my questions that I was only thinking in my mind, find me where ever I was even if I was trying to hide from her, and an uncanny
ability to read other people like a book. These things boggled my mind to the point where then and there I vowed to find the
truth behind these strange things. This was the beginning of long journey into my mind and others that I am still on today.
I started reading books on psychic ability and other related things I felt important to my study. I began to see a pattern
in the different perspectives the books were coming from. I saw that in most cases the perspectives were very similar in almost
all aspects, and that many tried to prove these perspectives wrong and failed. This meant to me that these perspectives were
still in the study stages. Which means undiscovered country.
From 15 to about 21 years old I studied my life
to try and find these perspectives in me. Well I did not realize what looking at my own life and studying every aspect of
my life could do to a man. I found in me a liar, a cheater, a whiner, a selfish person, among other things I did not like.
After the shock of realizing these things I had no other choice but to face these evils in me that I had created and condoned
for so many years. One of the hardest things I ever did it was. And that is where everything started to get very crazy.
Sitting
on a couch one day realizing truly who I was and not liking any of it, wondering how to fix all those years of negative, it
hit me. God. Up to this point I had never considered God as a reality. Never went to church neither did any of the family.
God was not even in my vocabulary it seemed. As I cried I realized I needed some sort of help to get me out of my own hell
that I had created. So I took my pride and put it in a sandwich, it barely fit, and swallowed it. I looked up and said to
myself," God if you truly exist I could use some help, and if you help me out right now I will follow you for ever. Well I
had no idea what was to happen to me next. The next day I met some out of towners who were working in town. They offered me
a job with them on the road. Which was exactly what I needed, because at the time I had no money, no friends, no family, and
no place to live. They paid for my living and paid me good. I traveled the united states with style.
Within a week
I was at my destination in Ohio. This is where my first personal experience with the unexplained happened. A stranger approached
me and asked me to go have a drink. By the time I had my first sip. The man started telling me about my life and that things
will be alright because I had called upon God to help me. He did not miss a beat as he spoke for about 15 min about things
in my mind that nobody knew.
I spent three years on the road studying everything and every one to find more answers
from that day on. What I learned was what I was looking for was not in others or in any part of the world. It was in me. I
had control of me therefore I had control of my destiny. I chose who I was. I chose who I talked to and how hard I worked.
I chose everything.
I packed up and went home to be the man I always wanted to be. Well once I began to be me, I realized
that everyone else was where I used to be. So I began to try and help others, explain my findings. Needless to say I was viciously
attacked. A part of my past was then turned against me and I soon found myself incarcerated for 9 months for something I left
unfinished 7 years before. I Didn't realize it at the time but those grueling 9 months was the best thing to happen to me
since the job on the road. I read over 50 books about every religion to psychology to philosophy to hypnosis to how the mind
works to quantum physics to Egyptian writing. You get the point. By the time 9 months went by I had accumulated so much knowledge
that even priest and bishops found my knowledge a little overwhelming. They avoided my conversation because my words made
sense to them yet went against their beliefs. I realized then I had become knowledgeable and my work was not wasted and it
paid off.
Ounce I got out all I could think of was to share my info with those who needed it. I started sharing and
It worked. After just a couple of months I had a few regular people that I talked to on a regular basis about my findings.
They agreed with me, but not all the way. Then I realized I alone could not fully give them what they needed. That's when
I looked up again and said please God send me some help so these people will see the good things I talk about. That is when
Julia showed up at my doorstep a few days later. I knew Julia but not real well. She looked at me and said," You give me butterflies
and I feel you have something for me". I looked at her in amazement because all I could think of was what I asked for. We
sat down and talked extensively about what I knew. I answered many questions for her
Just before this I had also met
two people that claimed to be able to channel spirits and raki. (energy healing) This was my chance to study what I only read
about many times. I did and found no fraud in anything they claimed. I tested and tested from the most scientific level I
could considering the subject matter I was studying. "This is real" I said to myself and could not believe truly the things
I had heard and saw. Needless to say we talked many times and I truly received confirmation of all the things I wondered about
but couldn't honestly call true until then.
Now I told Julia these things which she thought was ludicrous. After sensing
her disbelief and answering all the questions I could. I told her, "I can do no more for you. You will have to do what I do
and ask God for help just before you go to sleep". She did that night.
Julia the next morning showed up to my house
with the most confused, excited, and curios look on her face. I asked what was up and she showed me a journal with a sloppy
sort of hand writing. She proceeded to tell me that she asked like I said and grain of light came to her in her dreams and
spoke of things she has never heard. She said, " She remembered everything that was said somehow". So out of excitement I
asked her what it was and that's when she handed me the journal. I looked at it closer and asked if this was it. She said,"
Yes". Then I asked if she had wrote it? All she could say to me was that she had no recollection of writing any of it and
that it is not her hand writing. After serious deliberation about the paper we came to the conclusion that this was not from
us or here. That no one we knew could have done this. I would like to share with you this paper in full as it was written.
The question she asked was," for proof there really is a God" and here is her answer.
"Read, write, and
study the words of God. In order to hear his voice believe, and you will know how to live his will in a life of peace, harmony,
and happiness. See the light that shines. Meditate. Some how it just works. Through expressions, teachings, habits, and thoughts.
All presences of God. In return entering a new personal relationship with God. It will give fulfill ness of spiritual vitality,
and this new life a gift that will never die. God performs life changing transformation for all who truly believe. A believer
must be wary of places situations and times in which one might be vulnerable to temptation. Judge your neighbor through righteousness.
Speak with a fresh power and wisdom leading to salvation. Serve Christ for Gods glory. Be diligent to present yourself. A
worker does not need to be ashamed rightly dividing the word of truth. Seek faith and redemption to accomplish complete spiritual
and mortal freedom.
Living by the spirits power
is a moment by moment control, Succumbing to the spirits will and control, walking in the spirits presence. The spirit is
simply the display of the fruit. The spirit is controlled by the spirit. God. Practical benefits of spirituality is to know,
grow, and understand your will of God. Grow spiritually to feel his very being. Somehow it works through man, by man, to man.
Spiritual guides come to man in many forms. He who believes will be guided and receive salvation. Be wary, temptation also
takes many forms. Truth relieves temptation, for truth brings no temptation.
Through the understanding of God and his faith, your sacrifices (seemingly big know) will be justly rewarded.
Spirituality becomes transforming all it touches. Belief and understanding is proof of existence. Existence only exists in
the mortal mind, for true existence simply IS. Control of existence is crucial for the purpose. The spirit has no limitation.
Limitation lies in doubt and feelings. To overcome limitation is spiritual freedom. Spiritual freedom is given freely. Belief
requires sacrifice and acceptance of yourself. Knowing and obeying Gods will.
Give revelation, see the son ascend, flesh is dying, it belongs to him. Until he has ascended, man invokes descend with untruth
and misleading acts. He does not take flesh, but exists in appearance. Collect yourself from everyone, accept means to comprehend
his purpose, uncontained. Breathe into them, believe the spirit has no defect's Do not astray from the presence. Discovery
for those who seek, confirmation for those who believe, salvation for hose who know and understand without question. The father
loves and manifests every where, everything, and everyone. It is not physical senses that smell, touch, feel, hear, taste,
and see. Error does not reside in his power. The light for which there is no shadow or explanation.
Feel Gods warmth, it is your brightness. When two spirits intercept, the force is undeniable. Alone each spirit has a path
to follow. Together they create a path for others to follow. The redemption of souls will require sacrifice and will test
the will of both spirits. The path will only be shown through truth and righteousness. The spirit does not tell untruth. Reality
lives in he who chooses to believe. Man did not pre-exist Gods existence. Man is resurrection of Gods existence. Know who
he is, the body always impedes mans soul, a state of disconnection and disbelief. Know who he is. Man has known salvation
start to finish. Let us think it, let us know it, let us accept it. Do not depreciate the circumstances of purpose, consequences
are too great. Know the light, feel its fulfullness, believe in the power. All posses resurrection. Release this element so
man can walk freely. Do not cover ones state of being. Receive Gods generosity with out question. Many people are waiting,
let Gods light shine through."
My astonishment lasted for days. Only to be followed by
more writings day after day on any question we had. They kept coming telling us many things that I had searched for for years.
I now have 6 journals full of these beautiful peaces of literature. We were told finally the name of the person who wrote
these. All I can say right now is that an angel is helping us give others the strength to become free of the bonds that hold
them in a state of disconnection. We now have established a loving relationship with a person I can not see but truly exists.
Now Julia in a dream state has became fully conscious to the point she controls every aspect of her dreams just as
Don Juan Mataus and Carlos Castaneda talked and wrote about for years. She talks to the author of the papers face to face
as if she was a long lost friend. The Love this angel expresses is unfathomable to most of us, and at times is very overwhelming.
Too say the least these things are real and do happen and I can finally say I can prove it. Try me if you dare.
After
a year and a half of deeply studying these phenomena that have happened to us. I have been able to teach others to see auras,
hear other angels, see spirits, and experience a reality they had no idea existed. I have taken others to such places as the
akashic records, past lives, into someone else's perspective, the opening to the abyss or hell, the realm of light, and much
more. I now have a line on how to cure cancer and many other diseases that originate from the mind and have nothing to do
with physical neglect. I have been able to raise a persons vibration level by just talking to them. Julia alone has learned
to see auras, to know things about others only they know, to find things people have lost, among many others, but most of
all to be a good God fairing person in every waking moment of the day. A gift she would say is priceless in material world.
I
too am now just learning to become conscious in my dream state. A state of consciousness that has no boundaries but your own.
A place that is more real than the one we wake to every morning. I have put my hand through walls and glass, I have flown,
I have seen other realms that in my experience truly exist, and most of all have seen that there is a better place that exists
for us and I shall not fear death because my mortal death is only the beginning to an infinite reality that has existed and
will always exist as long as God loves others as he would love himself.
To close my story I would like to say
that through all the tests and trials of life that I have learned that yes God exists, how I don't know but he does. I learned
that the number one evil in this world is untruth. As long as untruth is allowed to reside in our world than we shall never
come to the truth. If knowledge is the truth than our happiness lies within that truth. Within the truth in us. The most intelligent
question on earth "Where did we come from" This question can be answered all we have to do is turn and look inside of us.
I can prove it.
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